Thursday, December 3, 2015

They're Getting Bigger!

"They're getting bigger!" said Miss F to me this morning.

"Really?  You think so?" I replied.

"Yes, I can tell", she said.

That was this morning after I had gotten out of the shower and had finished putting my Wild Madagascar Vanilla body lotion all over my freshly shaven body.  She was still laying in bed, having just woken up, and I walked over to her and leaned over the bed to give her a good morning kiss.  Apparently as I leaned over she noticed my sissy boobies were hanging down quite nicely in the cami that I just put on.

 She reached out with one of her hands and started squeezing one of them and it dawned on me just how much they were actually hanging down.  She had her filled with one of my boobs.  She then took her other hand and held both of them in her hands, giggling while she gently groped and played with them, and said "See!"  I couldn't help but blush as I acknowledged that they definitely did seem to be bigger.

I'm not sure what to attribute to this.  Not that it bothers all!  I love having nice size sissy boobs.  Afterall, my nipples are so sensitive and are almost my primary source for sexual pleasure now, so having bigger boobs is perfect.  But it does seem that in the past few months my boobs have grown, and Miss F has definitely noticed it. She gropes and plays with the all the time now, and makes comments about how they fill out my bras whenever she sees me in one.

At first I thought that maybe I had put on a little weight, but discounted that after remembering how my pants have been much looser on me recently and several people have commented on my losing weight.  Maybe it's my diet?  I know I've been eating more Soy recently and they say that it can increase estrogen levels, even in men.  Or perhaps it's from the time and enjoyment I get out of applying lotion to that area after my baths/showers...or when playing with them...hehe.  I've read where increased massaging in the breast area can stimulate growth.

Oh well, whatever the reason...I love it!  They make me feel even more feminine, and Miss F certainly seems to enjoy them gets a kick out of playing with them & teasing me :)

Who am I kidding?  Deep inside I wish they would grow to something like this!  Now that would be a sissy's dream come true!



Monday, November 9, 2015

Reversal of Roles

In marriages where the male is a sissy and has openly become submissive and feminine in the relationship the typical roles in the marriage are quite often reversed.  Such has become the case for me and Miss F.  The more feminine and submissive that I've become, the more I've taken on the more traditional role of the "housewife".

Yesterday was a perfect example.  She had a "girls night out" planned for yesterday evening.  One of her friends was celebrating their birthday.  Miss F came downstairs after getting ready and was complaining about the strap on her heels being too loose.  Sissy quickly came to the rescue.  I kneeled in front of her and asked her how much tighter she would like them.  She showed me and off I can into the kitchen to punch and additional hole in the strap for both shoes.  I came back, kneeled, and placed both shoes on her feet, buckled the straps and ask her how they felt.  She said "Great!" and was very happy.

She then stood up and said "Oh. I forgot to get a pad from upstairs!"  (It's that time of the month for her).  I knew instantly what she was implying, so I quickly ran upstairs to our bathroom, got her a pad, and brought it back down to her.  "Thanks" she said, then gave me a knowing smile and a quick light pinch to one of my nipples.  That was my reward for doing her bidding :)

She then headed out, but not before giving me instructions on what time the kids were to be in bed, as well as telling me there were clothes in the dryer that needed to be folded as well as some others that needed to be washed.  I acknowledged it and told her to have a nice time.

And so the evening went, I prepared dinner for the kids, we ate, then I cleaned up the kitchen and dining area like a good sissy.  Afterward I did the laundry and folded the clothes as instructed.  The kids were in bed by 9 pm and I then straightened up the living room area, as I know it would be the first place she would look when she got home.

I tried to watch a little TV but was exhausted, so I decided to head to bed, not knowing how late she would be home from her night out.

I brushed my teeth, then quickly changed into my pink babydoll and slipped under the nice cool sheets.

I was fast asleep in no time.  Around 11:15 I was awoken by some noise downstairs.  I realized Miss F was home.  It took her a little while to come upstairs so I feel asleep again.  Suddenly I realized she had slid into bed and had snuggled up behind me, essentially spooning me like a man would normally do to a woman.  It felt so good, but I wanted to touch her also, so I rolled over and we lay face to face.  In no time I was rubbing her backside and stroking her hair, while snuggling up and kissing her lightly.  She wasted no time in running her hands along my smooth hairless legs and up around my curvy backside.  Then she brought her hands up and started playing with my nipples.  Once she starts doing this I have absolutely no control at all.  As a sissy it is not my biggest erogenous zone and she knows it...and takes complete advantage of it.  I started moaning she started groping my sissy titties more firmly and pinching my nipples.  I sighed and moaned deeply, and she responded in turn my increasing her aggressiveness.  This is how our lovemaking is now.  Nothing like a man and a woman.  It's like 2 women making beautiful, sensual love together.

Another example of how our roles have reversed.  She is the aggressor during sex now and she controls how much I am teased and pleasured, and if I am permitted to cum.

Normally at this stage I would have already moved myself downward between your delicious thighs and started worshiping her to multiple orgasms, but since she was on her period it wasn't to be.  Instead she continued teasing me while I rubbed her panty-covered ass, being allowed some light touches to her very sensitive breasts.  She decided to take one of her hands and play with my sissy clit through my panties, while continuing to pinch and tease my sensitive nipples.  Again, nothing like a man and a woman.  She wasn't wrapping her hand around a big hard cock like a real man would present her with.  She was rubbing a tiny, slightly hardened sissy clit through pink panties, as if she was rubbing another woman's clit through her panties.  

Within 10 seconds I was moaning deeply and squirming, feeling an orgasm very quickly approaching.  She realized this and gave a little giggle and took her hand away from my panties.  This process of her playing with my nipples while rubbing my clit through my panties repeated at least 5 times, almost bringing me to orgasm each time.  On the last one I really thought she was going to make me cum in my panties.  I was so close to cumming I thought there was no way I'd be able to hold back.  But she quickly pulled away again, then slowly reduced the stimulation to my nipples as well.  Then we both lay there, holding each other closely, touching and rubbing each other while exchanging light kisses.  Then we drifted off to very content :)

Friday, November 6, 2015

Sissy Time?

I'm an early riser.  Always have been, always will be I'm sure.  Because of this I also start my work day earlier than most.  I'm usually in the office by 7:00 a.m. every morning.  I guess you could say I'm somewhat "anal" with regards to time and schedules.  Oh, and yes I am "anal" in that way too...i love it :)

For years I always knew that 6:00 was the time that I was out of the shower and heading to get dressed, then I'd head downstairs to gather my things to be out the door by 6:20.  But over the past year or so I've noticed that I'm not done with my shower and headed to get dressed until 6:15 or sometimes 6:20.  It's gradually taken me longer and longer to get ready.  I finally realized why this morning...Sissy Time!

I started becoming a sissy in our marriage about 4 years ago.  In the beginning and first couple of years it was merely wearing panties and things like that.  But the more my wonderful wife Miss F got into it and the more my place as a sissy in our marriage became accepted...even expected...the more feminine I started becoming.  Now my morning routine is almost the same as most women, with the exception of putting on makeup.  Who knows, maybe one day that will become part of my morning routine as well ;)

So I started thinking about what my morning routine consists of now...things I never did before I was openly a sissy in our marriage.

After getting up from bed I sit down to go pee, just like a true sissy should.  Sissies don't stand up to pee like REAL men!  Then, I wipe my sissy clit, just like a woman wipes herself.  Then I brush my teeth.  So far this doesn't really add any additional time to my old routine.

Next, I hop in the shower.  Now this is where the time starts to add up.  I used to get in the shower, quickly wash my hair, take a bar of soap and quickly wash my body, rinse, then get out.  Not anymore!

First, I shampoo my hair.  But instead of doing it quickly like before I take a little longer and enjoy the sensations of my fingers massaging my scalp and the warm water flowing over my body.
Next, no more bar soap.  I get my body scrubber prepped with my favorite Vanilla body wash.

Then I slowly wash my body, enjoying the scent of the body wash and the wonderful sensation of the body wash being applied to every part of my body.  Of course I do sometimes linger to play with my very sensitive nipples at times...well more than "sometimes" hehe

Once I am rinsed off completely, then begins the additional step to my morning routine that adds the most time...shaving.  A couple of years ago when Miss F started encouraging me to shave I just started with my chest.  A would shave it 2-3 times a week, which seemed to be sufficient.  Well gradually over the past couple of years my shaving has progressed from my chest, to my pubic area (cute feminine landing strip), to my thighs and but, then to my entire legs.  So basically I now shave my entire body, neck down, regularly throughout the week.
When I first started I sometimes thought it was a pain, but gradually over time I learned to relax and enjoy it.  Now it's my second favorite thing to do in the shower, after applying my body wash.  I know what you were thinking was my favorite thing to NO, this sissy doesn't play with her sissy clit in the shower...not like real men play with their cocks or masturbate in the shower.  The most I do is play with my sissy nipples, unless of course Miss F is in the shower with me and she decides she wants to tease and play with my little sissy clit :)
 After showering I step out of the shower and dry off.  Before, I used to dry off really quickly being very rough and careless.  Not anymore!  After enjoying the wonderful body wash and making my skin so soft and feminine from the wash & shaving, I like to take my time to dry off.
Then finally, it's time to nourish my freshly showered, shaved, feminine body parts with some very feminine scented lotion!  Another of my favorites added to my morning routine as a sissy.

 And finally it's time to head back to the room to get dressed, which now also is much different than before.  I have to pick out what panties I'm going to wear for the day, and that's not an easy task when you have at least 30 pair of panties!  But I love sorting through them every morning to decide.  It really reminds me of how feminine I've become and how much of a sissy I am now.  Once I've decided on my panty for the day it's time to choose a bra or cami to go with it.

When I think about it, all of these things seem like they should take up more than just an additional 15-20 minutes to my morning routine!  But like I said, I'm pretty anal about time and getting to work at a certain time.  But that's something totally different.  No need to rush, so I really get to enjoy all that extra Sissy Time!


Tuesday, November 3, 2015

Yay!! Bra Weather...Finally!

It seemed to take forever, but the weather has finally cooled down here and I am a VERY happy sissy, because today is the first day I've had the opportunity to wear a bra to work and wear it all day :)

A couple of months ago, as Miss F was playing with and groping my plump sissy titties, she told me I should get a couple of bras, since I have plenty to fill an A cup or even a small B cup.  At first I thought she was joking, but she wasn't.  She was very serious.  Wow, was I a happy sissy!

So the first place that I started looking was a site that Sissy Terri has mentioned many times in her blog , Bare Necessities.  Terri's blog is one of my favorites!

Anyway, I ordered 2 bras and I'm so happy with both of them.  And Miss F really gets a kick out of know how much I love wearing them, even telling me how well I fill them out *blush*.  She even mentioned how me wearing one is similar to wearing a chastity device, which I thought was a very interesting perspective :)

Because of the extended warm weather we've had I haven't really been able to wear them for more than a few hours at a time.  They're just too easily seen through thinner shirts, and as much as I wish I could be a 24/7 feminine sissy, the reality is I still have to go to work, run a business, and be around vendors and clients.  So I had to wait until the weather cooled down and I could wear sweaters or even a jacket.  And it's finally here!  Below are the bras I bought :)

 Not only am I wearing my bra, but also my women's jeans :)

And...underneath it all ;)

So you can see why this sissy is so very happy today!!

Thursday, July 16, 2015


The HolyTrainer chastity device arrived as scheduled on Monday. I'm really impressed with the fast shipping, considering it was shipped from Switzerland!

I was hoping to be locked into it Monday night but truth be told Miss F and I completely  As soon as I got home she said "Let's hop in the pool!"  I wasn't about to argue with that.  The kids didn't want to swim so it was just Her and I.  I prepared a few drinks and we jumped in.  We had a great time, just the two of us, which we always do when we're together.  After 20 years our love is stronger than ever and there's no one I would rather spend my time with.  The fact that I'm also her sissy now makes me love her even more...if that's even possible :)

After swimming she told me to get the grill started so I could prepare dinner. Afterall, that is a sissy maid's duty.  Right? 

We ate on the patio, having a few more drinks with dinner and listening to music with the kids. It was a wonderful evening. One of those that reminds me just how special we are as a family. Very blessed, indeed.

After dinner I cleaned everything up while Miss F relaxed watching TV. I also washed and hung dry a load of our panties & intimates, which is one of my favorite sissy duties. It further instills in me just how much of a sissy I am, as well as how much I love being Miss F's maid as well.  And I always am amused at the difference in Her panties compared to mine. Her's are "sexy" and classy, almost all of them from Victoria's Secret.  Whereas mine are "slutty", mostly from Frederick's or my other favorite place to shop Yandy. 


Long story short, by the time I was done Miss F was fast asleep on the sofa. I gently woke her and we went upstairs and went to bed. Simple as that. We both were exhausted.

The next morning she was still asleep when I left for work. Then throughout the day she wasn't feeling too well, even when I got home, so last night she didn't lock me into chastity either.

This morning I got up and she was already awake and downstairs reading.  After I showered and shaved my body, I put on my lotion, got dressed and headed downstairs.  She was waiting for me as I came down.  She came up to me, kissed me, then gently groped my chest/nipples and my ass. Then she rubbed the front of my pants and asked "Where is it?".  I had the chastity device in my pocket ready to ask her to lock me in it, but she beat me to it. I removed it and handed it to her, then unbuckled my belt and lowered my pants, standing in front of her in my slutty red thong panties. She said "Ohhhhh, nice slutty panties" and giggled. Of course I blushed. She handed me the HolyTrainer and I proceeded to put in on my sissy clit. It wasn't too difficult, but did take a few minutes since it was the first time. Once I had it on, She inserted the Magic Locker, turned it and removed the key. That was it. I was locked! 

By the way, the great thing about the HolyTrainer is the new Magic Locker that is used in them. No more clunky annoying padlocks!  You simply insert the Magic Locker, turn the key and remove the key. The lock is embedded inside the top of the device where the ring attaches to the cage.  What a great design!

She had a funny look on her face so I asked her what was wrong.  She said, "It looks like it hurts". I assured her it didn't, and told her that I would have the key with me for the first few days "just in case" I needed to remove it or adjust it for some reason.  That seemed to make her feel better.

I went to work and I have to say that after the first hour or so I pretty much forgot I was wearing it.  Of course I was quite aware of it when I had to go pee. I always sit when I pee (Shouldn't all sissies??) so there was no way I could miss seeing when I pulled down my panties and sat down on the toilet.  But it was a wonderful reminder throughout the day, seeing the pretty pink casing covering my sissy clit, knowing that I'm locked up for my beautiful, sexy wife, and that she will control when it's released, as well as when her sissy is granted the pleasure of an orgasm.

I'm locked...and I love it!  :)

Monday, July 13, 2015

I've Been Waking Up In Such A Good Mood Lately

And I think I know why.  Because I've been going to bed and waking up wearing lovely nightwear like this the past week.

And this...

Miss F has encourage me to wear them every evening and when going to bed.  How could I wake up in a bad mood wearing feminine, sexy things like this?  :)

And my chastity device arrives today!  Miss F will be locking me up in it this evening.  It will be up to her how long I will be kept in it.  I know she is concerned about it possibly hurting me and creating a lot of discomfort, so we're going to see how it goes in the first few days then she will decide from there.

It's been 33 days since my last orgasm and I am feeling so incredibly submissive and horny.  I know Miss F is enjoying all of the love, attention and worship I've been showing her, as well as the dedication to my sissy housewife & maid duties.  So I wouldn't be surprised if she decided to go for 60 days of orgasm denial for me or more.  That will definitely be the longest for me...and that's just fine with me :)

Friday, July 10, 2015

It's Coming!

It's coming!  But I'm not "cumming".

I'm referring to my Holy-trainer chastity device.  I ordered it from the manufacturer in Switzerland yesterday and I should be receiving it tomorrow or Monday at the latest.

I'm very excited to get it and to be locked up again, as is my wife, Miss F.  We explored chastity before with 2 other devices, but it just didn't work out because either 1) the device was too uncomfortable for long-term wearing, or 2) they were too much of a pain to deal with.  Although Miss F likes the idea of keeping my sissy clit locked up, she likes to be able to access it somewhat easily should she decide she wants to tease it or play with it.  From all of the reviews I've read the HolyTrainer is one of the most comfortable devices out there, and it's very compact and fairly easy to put on and remove.  So it looks like this may be the start of me being locked up nearly 24/7 :)

The other thing we recently started was a calendar that keeps track of Miss F's orgasms, as well as mine. "Lack of" would be a better description for me, as I haven't had an orgasm since June 10...a month ago! Now that wasn't necessarily planned for the first couple of weeks because we were extremely busy traveling and just had a really hectic schedule. But the last 2 weeks has been more intentional on Miss F's part.  She's really beginning to understand the benefits of controlling & denying my orgasms, as well as tease & denial.  She sees how eager and extremely submissive I am when I haven't cum, so she's really starting to get into it.

We got the calendar idea from one of my favorite blogs Becoming A Mistress at 
Mistress Ivey has a great blog with tons of very good information, tips & ideas. I directed Miss F there for her to learn more and to get some ideas, especially regarding rewards & punishments.

Speaking of rewards, recently I've taken on alot more of the household chores...the typical "housewife" duties some might say.  I really enjoy, afterall if I could be a full-time sissy maid I'd do it in a heartbeat.  But Miss F was so happy with my maid duties the past few days that she gave me a little reward last night.  I got to spend a very lengthy time worshiping between her legs :)  I gave her at least 6 orgasms, but she said she may have had more...she lost count...hehe.  To me that's the best reward a sissy like me can get.  And it's a double win for her; her sissy maid did a great job around the house AND she got orally serviced to her heart's content.

So right now the calendar shows 1 entry with 6 orgasms for Miss F and 0...NONE...for Coco. And you know what...that's just fine with me :)

Thursday, July 2, 2015

Happy Independence Day!

I'm posting this a couple of days early because later today we'll be taking off for a little "staycation" to one of our favorite places.  It's only a 40 minute drive from our house but once you're there it's like you're in a different state.  Our stays there are nothing but total relaxation.  I usually get in a round of golf and the rest of the time is spent relaxing by the pool and having drinks.

I will still get a little "sissy time" while I'm there, as my wife and I have a separate room from the kids.  So Coco will still be able to come out and play a little bit.  Plus, I just got an order delivered yesterday from one of my favorite sites

One of the items is a really cute hot pink babydoll nightie. I've been wanting to get a new one for a while.

The other item is  red cami/shorts pajama set.  My wife told me I needed to get both of them, not just for sleeping but for lounging around at night when the kids have gone to bed.  But I'll get to try both of them out on our little trip for the holiday weekend.  Yay!

Anyway, I want to wish everyone a Happy Independence Day!  I hope you all have the opportunity to relax and enjoy this special day in the most beautiful and blessed country in the whole world!

Truth be told, I'd much rather be wearing the outfit below on the 4th of July, but unfortunately that won't be possible where we will be staying.  But hey, a sissy can dream...right?  :)


Friday, June 26, 2015

Back On Track

The last couple of weeks have been absolutely crazy, and I don't mean in a fun, kinky, sissy way either...unfortunately.

My kids got out of school earlier in the month, then just a few days later we had to fly out to Washington DC for a national championship that my eldest daughter was competing in.  I was looking forward to it, as DC is where I was born and whenever I'm back there I instantly feel "at home".  But I also knew that it was going to be a very hectic trip, with the schedule involved for her competition, working in the whole "tourist" stuff, traveling with 3 kids in tow, as well as having to handle my business matters while on the road.  Let's just say that I was so glad to wake up in my own bed last Saturday morning.

Needless to say, because of the pre-trip planning & arrangements required, the trip itself, and playing catch up on things this past week, there was no real time for my sissy side. This week I got back on track, making sure I've been keeping up on my shaving and all of my daily sissy activities, but I've felt "down" all week because my wife and I have been totally out of sync. With all the craziness over the past few weeks we just haven't connected in our fun, loving ways as we usually do.  Yesterday morning I talked to her and told her how sad I was feeling and how things just just felt "off" between us.  She agreed and said she felt the same.  The conversation really helped us both feel better.  Already when I got home I could see that we were back to our old selves, and it really felt good.

This morning I got up to get ready for work.  Since it's summer and the kids are out of school my wife and the girls usually sleep in a little.  After showering, shaving and putting lotion all over my smooth sissy body, I headed back to the bedroom in just my towel.  I noticed my wife move so I went over and placed a hand on her beautiful ass and kissed her neck.  She leaned her head back around and  gave me a beautiful smile.  I leaned in and gave her a kiss, then she immediately reached out and started playing with my nipples.  I leaned back and sighed as she smiled some more.  She knows exactly what happens to me when she plays with my sensitive nipples...I lose all control.

I moaned and smiled back at her, while rubbing her sexy legs and ass.  Then she reached through the opening in my towel and felt my hard sissy clit.  She smiled even more and started stroking it with one hand while using the other hand to continue to play with my hardened nipples.  I was moaning and in total sissy space.  This went on for another minute or two, then she removed her hands and again smiled.  I leaned into her and just melted into her. 

She remained in bed while I went to get dressed.  After I finished I went back to the bed.  She sat up and grabbed my sissy tits through my shirt, then groped my ass...feeling it...checking to make sure I had my panties on.  She looked at me in a questioning way as if to say "Are you wearing them?"  I know that look and immediately replied, "Oh yes, I'm wearing them. See?", then I slid my pants down so she could see my naughty red thong panties from Frederick's.

She said "Ohhhh...slutty red panties!" and giggled.  I blushed and said, "Slutty panties for a slutty sissy".  She rubbed my ass through my panties and said, "Very slutty!".

Yes...we're back on track and I'm such a happy sissy!  :)


Tuesday, June 9, 2015

Pretty In Pink

Okay, I know what you're thinking. "This must be about pink panties, or some other pink piece of clothing that sissies love".  Well, as much as I LOVE the color pink, especially panties, lingerie or heels, this entry isn't about that :P

Yesterday evening, after I got home from work, I asked my wife if she'd like to go have a couple of cocktails for Happy Hour at our favorite outdoor shopping venue. She was so happy I asked and so we headed directly there.

We had a young man, kind of a hipster type, waiting on us.  He was very nice and had a very pleasant, fun attitude. My wife is quite bold and can be very flirtatious, and she instantly started joking around with him as soon as he came to take our order.  She ordered her drink, a Mojito, and then I ordered mine, a Vodka Tonic.  After that she ordered some small appetizers for us to share.  All the while my wife was openly flirting and joking around with the young waiter.  I was very much enjoying watching her and seeing his reaction as he joked and flirted back with her.

After he left she said, I think you should have ordered that drink they have on the Happy Hour menu, the "Pretty In Pink" and giggled.  I told her, "Don't think I didn't notice it".  She said, "Why didn't you order it then?".  I replied, "I don't know. I guess I was shy".  She just laughed it off and we enjoyed our drink and appetizers, talking & chatting away like two girlfriends.  We were having a great time.

We finished our first drink and the young waiter came by to check on us.  My wife then ordered herself another Mojito then said "And he's going to have the Pretty In Pink, he really wants to try it".  The young waiter got a surprised look on his face and said "Oookay! Let's do it. A Mojito for the lady and a Pretty in Pink for him". The tone of his voice changed to a much more confident, cocky tone when he said it, as if to say "Okay, we know who wears the panties in this relationship!".  I couldn't help but smile and blush a little bit. My wife laughed and commented, "He loves pink". I couldn't believe she said it!

A few minutes later he returned with our drinks and said cockily, "A Mojito for the lady, and a Pretty In Pink for him. Fabulous!"  Again I blushed, knowing he knew full well who controls the relationship and that there was obviously a fem/sissy side to me.  And the drink was definitely very Pink and quite pretty! Totally feminine...something probably no men have drank there.

We both took sips of our drinks, my wife staring at me intently with an evil grin on her face, knowing she had totally put me on the spot as well as "outed" me to as certain degree. I smiled back at her in total acceptance of what had just happened, thrilled and turned on inside from what just happened.  Then she said, "Are you wearing your pink panties to match your drink?", I replied "No, I wore pink yesterday. Today I'm wearing red".  The pick below are the ones I was wearing...and this is me in the pic :)

I am such a lucky sissy to be married to such an amazing woman!

Wednesday, June 3, 2015


For the second time in as many days, I woke up at the same time as my wife and she decided she wanted to tease me.  At first, we were just laying on our sides, face to face, me running my hands along her hips down to her thigh area, occasionally running my hand up to her upper body. She was enjoying it alot.  Then she started stroking my head, grabbing my hair a bit, then running her hand over my back, then down to my panty covered butt. She lingered there, rubbing me through my panties, trying to see if she could determine what panties I was wearing by rubbing me there. Below are the pair of Frederick's panties I was wearing, but in a really cute pink.

My hand brushed against the side of her breast through the t-shirt she was wearing, then I slowly ran my finger across her nipple. She giggled and then quickly covered her breast with her arm, not allowing me any further access. Then she quickly took one of her hands and gently pinched one of my nipples. I instantly moaned, and a second later she had both of my nipples in her grasp. 

As I've mentioned before, my nipples are my major weakness.  I LOVE any kind of stimulation to them, even playing with them myself sometimes, and Miss F (my wife) knows I'm basically helpless if she starts playing with them.  As she continued to play with them, flicking, lightly pinching, and twisting them, I moaned even harder. She'd occasionally take her other hand and rub my ass, or rub my hard little sissy clit through the front of my panties, then she'd go right back to working on my nipples.  She was working me into a total sissy frenzy.

It doesn't take me long to get close to cumming when she plays with my nipples, it is most definitely my most erogenous zone as a sissy. Well truthfully, it doesn't take long for me to cum no matter But playing with my nipples gets me there even faster.  Miss F is getting really good and anticipating when I'm about to cum, and this morning she abruptly stopped teasing me at exactly the right time. I really thought I was going to have another ruined orgasm, but none of my sissy cum leaked out this time.  I leaned into her and nuzzled her soft neck and chest while she stroked my hair. What an amazing feeling.  Then she said, "Time to get up" and that was it.  So I headed into the bathroom to start getting ready, wiggling my curvy sissy ass in my pink panties as I walked.  She giggled again :)

As I was taking my shower and soaping myself with my body wash, I couldn't help but linger when I reached my nipples. It's one of my most favorite things to do in the shower, besides shaving.  Of course I don't linger long for fear I may get too carried away and cum, but I do spend a minute or two enjoying the sensation.

While in the shower I started to think about how much our intimacy has changed since she's fully accepted and encouraged my sissy side.  We never make love like a man and woman anymore, it's much gentler and more loving & intimate. Like two sexy girls exploring each other's body and wanting to pleasure each other. Although she seems more intent lately to get me worked up and tease me...and deny me, which is totally fine with me :)  But the dynamics of our intimacy has definitely changed noticeably, which makes me wonder; What will our lovemaking be like in the future?  Will is be like this?

Or will it be like this?

Or maybe like this?

I'm somewhat worried that with the gentleness and feminine nature of our lovemaking, she is missing getting fucked really good and know...the kind of fucking that a REAL man can give...the kind that a sissy just can't provide.

Which made me wonder...maybe it may be like this too in the future??

I'd love it to be ALL of these to be honest, although it is like a few of those already. But no matter how our intimacy develops I'll love her more than anything and always be in awe of her beauty and allowing me to be her Coco :)

Monday, June 1, 2015


This morning I woke up about 10 minutes before my alarm went off. Apparently my wife was already awake too because as soon as she saw I was awake she reached over and ran her hand across my ass. I was wearing a pair of my thong panties, so she took one of her fingers, slipped it under the material running down the crack of my ass, then pulled it a bit and then released it so it kind of "snapped" back into place. She then giggled and once again rubbed my ass. I leaned into her, still kind of sleepy but already turned on. I reached over and rubbed her panty-covered ass...something I love to do. I LOVE my wife's ass, it's so smooth and round, even if she is very petite.

She then started to really tease me, playing with my nipples, rubbing them, flicking them with her finger tips and lightly pinching them. She knows this instantly sends me into "sissy sub space" and she really gets off on how I moan and squirm like a horny slut. Then while one of her hands continued to play with my nipples, she reached down with her other hand and began rubbing my sissy clit through the shear fabric in the front of my panties. My clit was soft and very snugly pressed against the inside of my panty. You could easily mistake it for a woman's mound it was so small...hehe. But it did get hard very quickly and soon was at its full length of 5 inches hard. By this time I was super horny and moaning & squirming as my wife continued alternating between my nipples and my hardened sissy clit. She had probably only been teasing me for 2-3 minutes when I felt my orgasm building. Yes, I don't last is why she really deserves to find a man who can give her not only a bigger cock to satisfy her, but can last a long time. But that's a subject for another post.

My wife has really gotten into teasing me over the past 6 months or so. She gets a sadistic type of satisfaction knowing she can make me react the way I do and lose complete control. She also knows that the last thing I want to do is cum, because as we all know that high intensity desire goes away once we cum...well at least it does for sissies like me. So I always let her know if I'm about to cum, then I'll turn my body away so she's no longer in contact with my sissy clit. Then as the orgasm subsides after a few seconds, she'll start teasing me again. She will take me to the edge like this several times until she says "that's enough" or we run out of time. But this morning I was so turned on, and even though it had only been 2-3 minutes of teasing, I told her I was about to cum and turned my body away...but it didn't help. All of a sudden my sissy clit started dribbling cum, making a mess in the front of my slutty panties.  Oops!!

She suddenly realized something had happened and said "Did you cum??!" I blushed deeply, nodded and softly replied "Yes."  She started giggling at me as I continued to blush. I told her it was a ruined orgasm, which anyone who has experienced one get no sexual release or satisfaction from. When I her it was a ruined orgasm a smug smile came across her face because she realized that I got no real satisfaction from the orgasm. It's obvious she was happy about it. I blushed even harder as I got up out of bed, my messy panties still on, and went to the bathroom to clean up.

After I cleaned up I walked back to the bed where she was still laying down. I was still blushing and she was smiling. I laid down with her and we kissed tenderly. Then she said, "Maybe you should order that other chastity device you were telling me about...the pink one". I was really surprised to hear her say this. We had tried chastity in the past, first with a metal device which we both hated. It was way to heavy and bulky. Then we tried the CB6000S for a little while, but it caused a lot of chaffing and irritation. And at the time, my wife felt that chastity devices were too "inconvenient". They hindered her having access to my sissy clit anytime she wanted, whether it was to tease me by rubbing me through my pants or panties, or if she wanted to tease me in a more intense way. Then I told her about one I had ready about that was supposed to be much more comfortable and lighter, plus I could get it in my favorite color..PINK! It's the Birdlocked Chastisty Device, shown in the picture below.  I've read good things about it and it's looks a lot more comfortable and lighter in weight.

When she told me I should go ahead an order it I replied "Really? Are you sure?".  Then she replied, "Yeah, why not? Anyway we need to make sure you don't make anymore messes in your panties" and then giggled.  I blushed again, knowing she was completely right.

So it looks like in the near future I'll be locked up again, hopefully 24/7 and long-term. I'll be a very happy sissy knowing she's in total control of my sissy clit and my orgasms.  Plus, I think it will be a great addition to my daily sissy wear :)