Friday, June 26, 2015

Back On Track

The last couple of weeks have been absolutely crazy, and I don't mean in a fun, kinky, sissy way either...unfortunately.

My kids got out of school earlier in the month, then just a few days later we had to fly out to Washington DC for a national championship that my eldest daughter was competing in.  I was looking forward to it, as DC is where I was born and whenever I'm back there I instantly feel "at home".  But I also knew that it was going to be a very hectic trip, with the schedule involved for her competition, working in the whole "tourist" stuff, traveling with 3 kids in tow, as well as having to handle my business matters while on the road.  Let's just say that I was so glad to wake up in my own bed last Saturday morning.

Needless to say, because of the pre-trip planning & arrangements required, the trip itself, and playing catch up on things this past week, there was no real time for my sissy side. This week I got back on track, making sure I've been keeping up on my shaving and all of my daily sissy activities, but I've felt "down" all week because my wife and I have been totally out of sync. With all the craziness over the past few weeks we just haven't connected in our fun, loving ways as we usually do.  Yesterday morning I talked to her and told her how sad I was feeling and how things just just felt "off" between us.  She agreed and said she felt the same.  The conversation really helped us both feel better.  Already when I got home I could see that we were back to our old selves, and it really felt good.

This morning I got up to get ready for work.  Since it's summer and the kids are out of school my wife and the girls usually sleep in a little.  After showering, shaving and putting lotion all over my smooth sissy body, I headed back to the bedroom in just my towel.  I noticed my wife move so I went over and placed a hand on her beautiful ass and kissed her neck.  She leaned her head back around and  gave me a beautiful smile.  I leaned in and gave her a kiss, then she immediately reached out and started playing with my nipples.  I leaned back and sighed as she smiled some more.  She knows exactly what happens to me when she plays with my sensitive nipples...I lose all control.

I moaned and smiled back at her, while rubbing her sexy legs and ass.  Then she reached through the opening in my towel and felt my hard sissy clit.  She smiled even more and started stroking it with one hand while using the other hand to continue to play with my hardened nipples.  I was moaning and in total sissy space.  This went on for another minute or two, then she removed her hands and again smiled.  I leaned into her and just melted into her. 

She remained in bed while I went to get dressed.  After I finished I went back to the bed.  She sat up and grabbed my sissy tits through my shirt, then groped my ass...feeling it...checking to make sure I had my panties on.  She looked at me in a questioning way as if to say "Are you wearing them?"  I know that look and immediately replied, "Oh yes, I'm wearing them. See?", then I slid my pants down so she could see my naughty red thong panties from Frederick's.

She said "Ohhhh...slutty red panties!" and giggled.  I blushed and said, "Slutty panties for a slutty sissy".  She rubbed my ass through my panties and said, "Very slutty!".

Yes...we're back on track and I'm such a happy sissy!  :)


Tuesday, June 9, 2015

Pretty In Pink

Okay, I know what you're thinking. "This must be about pink panties, or some other pink piece of clothing that sissies love".  Well, as much as I LOVE the color pink, especially panties, lingerie or heels, this entry isn't about that :P

Yesterday evening, after I got home from work, I asked my wife if she'd like to go have a couple of cocktails for Happy Hour at our favorite outdoor shopping venue. She was so happy I asked and so we headed directly there.

We had a young man, kind of a hipster type, waiting on us.  He was very nice and had a very pleasant, fun attitude. My wife is quite bold and can be very flirtatious, and she instantly started joking around with him as soon as he came to take our order.  She ordered her drink, a Mojito, and then I ordered mine, a Vodka Tonic.  After that she ordered some small appetizers for us to share.  All the while my wife was openly flirting and joking around with the young waiter.  I was very much enjoying watching her and seeing his reaction as he joked and flirted back with her.

After he left she said, I think you should have ordered that drink they have on the Happy Hour menu, the "Pretty In Pink" and giggled.  I told her, "Don't think I didn't notice it".  She said, "Why didn't you order it then?".  I replied, "I don't know. I guess I was shy".  She just laughed it off and we enjoyed our drink and appetizers, talking & chatting away like two girlfriends.  We were having a great time.

We finished our first drink and the young waiter came by to check on us.  My wife then ordered herself another Mojito then said "And he's going to have the Pretty In Pink, he really wants to try it".  The young waiter got a surprised look on his face and said "Oookay! Let's do it. A Mojito for the lady and a Pretty in Pink for him". The tone of his voice changed to a much more confident, cocky tone when he said it, as if to say "Okay, we know who wears the panties in this relationship!".  I couldn't help but smile and blush a little bit. My wife laughed and commented, "He loves pink". I couldn't believe she said it!

A few minutes later he returned with our drinks and said cockily, "A Mojito for the lady, and a Pretty In Pink for him. Fabulous!"  Again I blushed, knowing he knew full well who controls the relationship and that there was obviously a fem/sissy side to me.  And the drink was definitely very Pink and quite pretty! Totally feminine...something probably no men have drank there.

We both took sips of our drinks, my wife staring at me intently with an evil grin on her face, knowing she had totally put me on the spot as well as "outed" me to as certain degree. I smiled back at her in total acceptance of what had just happened, thrilled and turned on inside from what just happened.  Then she said, "Are you wearing your pink panties to match your drink?", I replied "No, I wore pink yesterday. Today I'm wearing red".  The pick below are the ones I was wearing...and this is me in the pic :)

I am such a lucky sissy to be married to such an amazing woman!

Wednesday, June 3, 2015


For the second time in as many days, I woke up at the same time as my wife and she decided she wanted to tease me.  At first, we were just laying on our sides, face to face, me running my hands along her hips down to her thigh area, occasionally running my hand up to her upper body. She was enjoying it alot.  Then she started stroking my head, grabbing my hair a bit, then running her hand over my back, then down to my panty covered butt. She lingered there, rubbing me through my panties, trying to see if she could determine what panties I was wearing by rubbing me there. Below are the pair of Frederick's panties I was wearing, but in a really cute pink.

My hand brushed against the side of her breast through the t-shirt she was wearing, then I slowly ran my finger across her nipple. She giggled and then quickly covered her breast with her arm, not allowing me any further access. Then she quickly took one of her hands and gently pinched one of my nipples. I instantly moaned, and a second later she had both of my nipples in her grasp. 

As I've mentioned before, my nipples are my major weakness.  I LOVE any kind of stimulation to them, even playing with them myself sometimes, and Miss F (my wife) knows I'm basically helpless if she starts playing with them.  As she continued to play with them, flicking, lightly pinching, and twisting them, I moaned even harder. She'd occasionally take her other hand and rub my ass, or rub my hard little sissy clit through the front of my panties, then she'd go right back to working on my nipples.  She was working me into a total sissy frenzy.

It doesn't take me long to get close to cumming when she plays with my nipples, it is most definitely my most erogenous zone as a sissy. Well truthfully, it doesn't take long for me to cum no matter But playing with my nipples gets me there even faster.  Miss F is getting really good and anticipating when I'm about to cum, and this morning she abruptly stopped teasing me at exactly the right time. I really thought I was going to have another ruined orgasm, but none of my sissy cum leaked out this time.  I leaned into her and nuzzled her soft neck and chest while she stroked my hair. What an amazing feeling.  Then she said, "Time to get up" and that was it.  So I headed into the bathroom to start getting ready, wiggling my curvy sissy ass in my pink panties as I walked.  She giggled again :)

As I was taking my shower and soaping myself with my body wash, I couldn't help but linger when I reached my nipples. It's one of my most favorite things to do in the shower, besides shaving.  Of course I don't linger long for fear I may get too carried away and cum, but I do spend a minute or two enjoying the sensation.

While in the shower I started to think about how much our intimacy has changed since she's fully accepted and encouraged my sissy side.  We never make love like a man and woman anymore, it's much gentler and more loving & intimate. Like two sexy girls exploring each other's body and wanting to pleasure each other. Although she seems more intent lately to get me worked up and tease me...and deny me, which is totally fine with me :)  But the dynamics of our intimacy has definitely changed noticeably, which makes me wonder; What will our lovemaking be like in the future?  Will is be like this?

Or will it be like this?

Or maybe like this?

I'm somewhat worried that with the gentleness and feminine nature of our lovemaking, she is missing getting fucked really good and know...the kind of fucking that a REAL man can give...the kind that a sissy just can't provide.

Which made me wonder...maybe it may be like this too in the future??

I'd love it to be ALL of these to be honest, although it is like a few of those already. But no matter how our intimacy develops I'll love her more than anything and always be in awe of her beauty and allowing me to be her Coco :)

Monday, June 1, 2015


This morning I woke up about 10 minutes before my alarm went off. Apparently my wife was already awake too because as soon as she saw I was awake she reached over and ran her hand across my ass. I was wearing a pair of my thong panties, so she took one of her fingers, slipped it under the material running down the crack of my ass, then pulled it a bit and then released it so it kind of "snapped" back into place. She then giggled and once again rubbed my ass. I leaned into her, still kind of sleepy but already turned on. I reached over and rubbed her panty-covered ass...something I love to do. I LOVE my wife's ass, it's so smooth and round, even if she is very petite.

She then started to really tease me, playing with my nipples, rubbing them, flicking them with her finger tips and lightly pinching them. She knows this instantly sends me into "sissy sub space" and she really gets off on how I moan and squirm like a horny slut. Then while one of her hands continued to play with my nipples, she reached down with her other hand and began rubbing my sissy clit through the shear fabric in the front of my panties. My clit was soft and very snugly pressed against the inside of my panty. You could easily mistake it for a woman's mound it was so small...hehe. But it did get hard very quickly and soon was at its full length of 5 inches hard. By this time I was super horny and moaning & squirming as my wife continued alternating between my nipples and my hardened sissy clit. She had probably only been teasing me for 2-3 minutes when I felt my orgasm building. Yes, I don't last is why she really deserves to find a man who can give her not only a bigger cock to satisfy her, but can last a long time. But that's a subject for another post.

My wife has really gotten into teasing me over the past 6 months or so. She gets a sadistic type of satisfaction knowing she can make me react the way I do and lose complete control. She also knows that the last thing I want to do is cum, because as we all know that high intensity desire goes away once we cum...well at least it does for sissies like me. So I always let her know if I'm about to cum, then I'll turn my body away so she's no longer in contact with my sissy clit. Then as the orgasm subsides after a few seconds, she'll start teasing me again. She will take me to the edge like this several times until she says "that's enough" or we run out of time. But this morning I was so turned on, and even though it had only been 2-3 minutes of teasing, I told her I was about to cum and turned my body away...but it didn't help. All of a sudden my sissy clit started dribbling cum, making a mess in the front of my slutty panties.  Oops!!

She suddenly realized something had happened and said "Did you cum??!" I blushed deeply, nodded and softly replied "Yes."  She started giggling at me as I continued to blush. I told her it was a ruined orgasm, which anyone who has experienced one get no sexual release or satisfaction from. When I her it was a ruined orgasm a smug smile came across her face because she realized that I got no real satisfaction from the orgasm. It's obvious she was happy about it. I blushed even harder as I got up out of bed, my messy panties still on, and went to the bathroom to clean up.

After I cleaned up I walked back to the bed where she was still laying down. I was still blushing and she was smiling. I laid down with her and we kissed tenderly. Then she said, "Maybe you should order that other chastity device you were telling me about...the pink one". I was really surprised to hear her say this. We had tried chastity in the past, first with a metal device which we both hated. It was way to heavy and bulky. Then we tried the CB6000S for a little while, but it caused a lot of chaffing and irritation. And at the time, my wife felt that chastity devices were too "inconvenient". They hindered her having access to my sissy clit anytime she wanted, whether it was to tease me by rubbing me through my pants or panties, or if she wanted to tease me in a more intense way. Then I told her about one I had ready about that was supposed to be much more comfortable and lighter, plus I could get it in my favorite color..PINK! It's the Birdlocked Chastisty Device, shown in the picture below.  I've read good things about it and it's looks a lot more comfortable and lighter in weight.

When she told me I should go ahead an order it I replied "Really? Are you sure?".  Then she replied, "Yeah, why not? Anyway we need to make sure you don't make anymore messes in your panties" and then giggled.  I blushed again, knowing she was completely right.

So it looks like in the near future I'll be locked up again, hopefully 24/7 and long-term. I'll be a very happy sissy knowing she's in total control of my sissy clit and my orgasms.  Plus, I think it will be a great addition to my daily sissy wear :)