Thursday, July 16, 2015


The HolyTrainer chastity device arrived as scheduled on Monday. I'm really impressed with the fast shipping, considering it was shipped from Switzerland!

I was hoping to be locked into it Monday night but truth be told Miss F and I completely  As soon as I got home she said "Let's hop in the pool!"  I wasn't about to argue with that.  The kids didn't want to swim so it was just Her and I.  I prepared a few drinks and we jumped in.  We had a great time, just the two of us, which we always do when we're together.  After 20 years our love is stronger than ever and there's no one I would rather spend my time with.  The fact that I'm also her sissy now makes me love her even more...if that's even possible :)

After swimming she told me to get the grill started so I could prepare dinner. Afterall, that is a sissy maid's duty.  Right? 

We ate on the patio, having a few more drinks with dinner and listening to music with the kids. It was a wonderful evening. One of those that reminds me just how special we are as a family. Very blessed, indeed.

After dinner I cleaned everything up while Miss F relaxed watching TV. I also washed and hung dry a load of our panties & intimates, which is one of my favorite sissy duties. It further instills in me just how much of a sissy I am, as well as how much I love being Miss F's maid as well.  And I always am amused at the difference in Her panties compared to mine. Her's are "sexy" and classy, almost all of them from Victoria's Secret.  Whereas mine are "slutty", mostly from Frederick's or my other favorite place to shop Yandy. 


Long story short, by the time I was done Miss F was fast asleep on the sofa. I gently woke her and we went upstairs and went to bed. Simple as that. We both were exhausted.

The next morning she was still asleep when I left for work. Then throughout the day she wasn't feeling too well, even when I got home, so last night she didn't lock me into chastity either.

This morning I got up and she was already awake and downstairs reading.  After I showered and shaved my body, I put on my lotion, got dressed and headed downstairs.  She was waiting for me as I came down.  She came up to me, kissed me, then gently groped my chest/nipples and my ass. Then she rubbed the front of my pants and asked "Where is it?".  I had the chastity device in my pocket ready to ask her to lock me in it, but she beat me to it. I removed it and handed it to her, then unbuckled my belt and lowered my pants, standing in front of her in my slutty red thong panties. She said "Ohhhhh, nice slutty panties" and giggled. Of course I blushed. She handed me the HolyTrainer and I proceeded to put in on my sissy clit. It wasn't too difficult, but did take a few minutes since it was the first time. Once I had it on, She inserted the Magic Locker, turned it and removed the key. That was it. I was locked! 

By the way, the great thing about the HolyTrainer is the new Magic Locker that is used in them. No more clunky annoying padlocks!  You simply insert the Magic Locker, turn the key and remove the key. The lock is embedded inside the top of the device where the ring attaches to the cage.  What a great design!

She had a funny look on her face so I asked her what was wrong.  She said, "It looks like it hurts". I assured her it didn't, and told her that I would have the key with me for the first few days "just in case" I needed to remove it or adjust it for some reason.  That seemed to make her feel better.

I went to work and I have to say that after the first hour or so I pretty much forgot I was wearing it.  Of course I was quite aware of it when I had to go pee. I always sit when I pee (Shouldn't all sissies??) so there was no way I could miss seeing when I pulled down my panties and sat down on the toilet.  But it was a wonderful reminder throughout the day, seeing the pretty pink casing covering my sissy clit, knowing that I'm locked up for my beautiful, sexy wife, and that she will control when it's released, as well as when her sissy is granted the pleasure of an orgasm.

I'm locked...and I love it!  :)

Monday, July 13, 2015

I've Been Waking Up In Such A Good Mood Lately

And I think I know why.  Because I've been going to bed and waking up wearing lovely nightwear like this the past week.

And this...

Miss F has encourage me to wear them every evening and when going to bed.  How could I wake up in a bad mood wearing feminine, sexy things like this?  :)

And my chastity device arrives today!  Miss F will be locking me up in it this evening.  It will be up to her how long I will be kept in it.  I know she is concerned about it possibly hurting me and creating a lot of discomfort, so we're going to see how it goes in the first few days then she will decide from there.

It's been 33 days since my last orgasm and I am feeling so incredibly submissive and horny.  I know Miss F is enjoying all of the love, attention and worship I've been showing her, as well as the dedication to my sissy housewife & maid duties.  So I wouldn't be surprised if she decided to go for 60 days of orgasm denial for me or more.  That will definitely be the longest for me...and that's just fine with me :)

Friday, July 10, 2015

It's Coming!

It's coming!  But I'm not "cumming".

I'm referring to my Holy-trainer chastity device.  I ordered it from the manufacturer in Switzerland yesterday and I should be receiving it tomorrow or Monday at the latest.

I'm very excited to get it and to be locked up again, as is my wife, Miss F.  We explored chastity before with 2 other devices, but it just didn't work out because either 1) the device was too uncomfortable for long-term wearing, or 2) they were too much of a pain to deal with.  Although Miss F likes the idea of keeping my sissy clit locked up, she likes to be able to access it somewhat easily should she decide she wants to tease it or play with it.  From all of the reviews I've read the HolyTrainer is one of the most comfortable devices out there, and it's very compact and fairly easy to put on and remove.  So it looks like this may be the start of me being locked up nearly 24/7 :)

The other thing we recently started was a calendar that keeps track of Miss F's orgasms, as well as mine. "Lack of" would be a better description for me, as I haven't had an orgasm since June 10...a month ago! Now that wasn't necessarily planned for the first couple of weeks because we were extremely busy traveling and just had a really hectic schedule. But the last 2 weeks has been more intentional on Miss F's part.  She's really beginning to understand the benefits of controlling & denying my orgasms, as well as tease & denial.  She sees how eager and extremely submissive I am when I haven't cum, so she's really starting to get into it.

We got the calendar idea from one of my favorite blogs Becoming A Mistress at 
Mistress Ivey has a great blog with tons of very good information, tips & ideas. I directed Miss F there for her to learn more and to get some ideas, especially regarding rewards & punishments.

Speaking of rewards, recently I've taken on alot more of the household chores...the typical "housewife" duties some might say.  I really enjoy, afterall if I could be a full-time sissy maid I'd do it in a heartbeat.  But Miss F was so happy with my maid duties the past few days that she gave me a little reward last night.  I got to spend a very lengthy time worshiping between her legs :)  I gave her at least 6 orgasms, but she said she may have had more...she lost count...hehe.  To me that's the best reward a sissy like me can get.  And it's a double win for her; her sissy maid did a great job around the house AND she got orally serviced to her heart's content.

So right now the calendar shows 1 entry with 6 orgasms for Miss F and 0...NONE...for Coco. And you know what...that's just fine with me :)

Thursday, July 2, 2015

Happy Independence Day!

I'm posting this a couple of days early because later today we'll be taking off for a little "staycation" to one of our favorite places.  It's only a 40 minute drive from our house but once you're there it's like you're in a different state.  Our stays there are nothing but total relaxation.  I usually get in a round of golf and the rest of the time is spent relaxing by the pool and having drinks.

I will still get a little "sissy time" while I'm there, as my wife and I have a separate room from the kids.  So Coco will still be able to come out and play a little bit.  Plus, I just got an order delivered yesterday from one of my favorite sites

One of the items is a really cute hot pink babydoll nightie. I've been wanting to get a new one for a while.

The other item is  red cami/shorts pajama set.  My wife told me I needed to get both of them, not just for sleeping but for lounging around at night when the kids have gone to bed.  But I'll get to try both of them out on our little trip for the holiday weekend.  Yay!

Anyway, I want to wish everyone a Happy Independence Day!  I hope you all have the opportunity to relax and enjoy this special day in the most beautiful and blessed country in the whole world!

Truth be told, I'd much rather be wearing the outfit below on the 4th of July, but unfortunately that won't be possible where we will be staying.  But hey, a sissy can dream...right?  :)